Sitting with crossed legs was a posture connected to wealth. My family members would often make comments like 鈥淪ee the way you鈥檙e sitting like a rich man who owns us all鈥. I鈥檇 gleaned the posture from glassy-looking models on the pages of fashion magazines, who exuded an aura of sophistication I loved.
But in senior secondary school, I鈥檇 learn 鈥 in the harshest way possible 鈥 of the connections drawn between a man鈥檚 sexuality and sitting posture. Comments like 鈥淲hy is this one sitting like a girl?鈥 from female classmates, and 鈥淪eat properly鈥 from teachers instilling their version of Nigerian etiquette, would eventually force a consciousness on me when I was about to cross my legs in public.
A recent encounter confronted me with old, unpleasant memories and led me on a short quest to learn about the experiences of other men.
Faith*
About two weeks ago, I was at the reception area of a telco experience centre when a security lady approached me. She said something about moving to the next seat, but I also heard her make a snide remark about the way I sat. For context, I wore a pair of shorts way above knee level, and crossed my legs so that a large portion of my thighs were on display. I wasn鈥檛 going to let it go, so I responded and told her cross-legging isn鈥檛 for women only. She saw that I was visibly irritated and had a quick change of tone. According to her, she didn鈥檛 mean it that way and was only worried the content of my pockets would fall off. I let it go, but that鈥檚 one of many such experiences.
Dave*
It was during NYSC on a Thursday (CDS). Our meeting was ongoing, but there I was bored and tired, so I crossed my legs. One of my colleagues said she noticed I did that a lot. She went on to say, 鈥淚t’s very womanly, and the fact that you look like a girl doesn’t help you either.鈥 I laughed and explained to her that I have a weak left knee from an accident I sustained at 13, so I can’t sit too long without wanting to place my left leg on the right to rest a bit.
Ibrahim*
I had my university education in Osun state, and the culture shock was one for the books. Prior to school, I鈥檇 lived in Lagos my whole life, and in my house, crossing your legs was in fact a sign of affluence. I remember my mum making statements like 鈥淲o bo se cross-leg bi olowo鈥 (see the way you crossed your legs like a rich man), and that was all there was to it. But I was in for a rude shock when I resumed school in 100 level. These Muslim sisters in my level would make side comments and laugh whenever they saw me sit with crossed legs. I didn鈥檛 think of it until one of them approached me and asked why I crossed my legs like a woman. I wasn鈥檛 sure I heard well, so I asked what she meant. This girl took her time to explain that crossing my legs makes me look feminine, especially because I also wore skinny jeans. I laughed it off and just walked away. Now that I think of it, that experience made me more conscious of crossing my legs. Sometimes, I scan the room to see if other men are crossing their legs before I do the same. That way, I won鈥檛 be singled out.
David Nkem
I cross my legs so much that I sometimes begin to wonder if I can sit without doing so. A woman once warned me to stop crossing my legs so I wouldn鈥檛 become impotent. According to her, crossing my legs brings negative energy to my balls. To date, I don’t know what she meant. My mum also used to bother, but she doesn’t care anymore. A coworker recently reported me to 鈥渢he cartel鈥 at work. They called me for a meeting to say, 鈥淢en don’t cross their legs when they sit.鈥 But I feel comfortable and no longer give a fuck about it to be honest.
Dave*
I鈥檝e found that in Nigeria, your sexuality will be questioned for so many flimsy reasons. From how you talk, walk and dress to how you cross your legs. People raise their eyebrows when you look eccentric or out of place. As someone whose sexuality has been questioned, I tend to be self-conscious. So, I self-check whenever I’m out in public. I don’t cross my legs. If you’re my friend, and you love crossing your legs, I might raise my eyebrows 鈥 before the Nigerian “sexuality FBI” extends their questions to me.
Gbenro*
I鈥檓 a banker. I wear suits a lot and sitting cross-legged is the best posture if you want to appear like the classic magazine models. At conferences or business meetings, once I settle into that chair, the next line of action is to cross my legs, except there鈥檚 no room to do so. At a work conference some weeks ago, I was trying to create extra room to cross my legs, and this female colleague goes, 鈥淣a wa o. You no fit sit down normally?鈥 I didn鈥檛 even have to respond before another colleague jumped in asking how it鈥檚 her business. I knew the lady had been pining to say something about the way I sit for so long because she always made side comments. That day, I鈥檇 planned to give her a full dressing down.
James*
Nobody don question my sexuality based on leg crossing sha. I think it’s based on people’s background or environment during their formative period. It has nothing to do with sexuality or anything. Some people are just more comfortable crossing their legs while seated, either male or female. However, I have always felt weird standing akimbo. I always feel it is feminine, and I don’t know why. That’s just me digressing.
